Sunday, December 22, 2013
Wishful Thinking was a glittery little fairy who hung out on my pillow at night taking dictation of my deepest desires and whimsical fantasies. She would relay this information to the proper recipient .... God, Santa, Cher .... whoever needed to know, Wishful Thinking gave them the message. I trusted her with all my important information.
I did not write a lot of letters directly to Santa because I did not, on the other hand, trust my mother. Not because I thought she was Santa, but because I knew she would read my very detailed letters and make fun of me. And I doubted she would even mail them if I did actually put pen to paper. If we couldn't afford a Band-Aid, I doubted we could afford a stamp. If I ever did write a letter, it was a phony. Yeah, right. I want a dolly. Sure, Santa, bring me that. Wishful Thinking had the real list!
I cannot fully explain the disconnect, however. Wishful Thinking had the list along with supporting evidence but Santa never did bring me what I wanted.
I don't blame Wishful Thinking, though. I mean, I know she's a dingbat. People can't even say her name without rolling their eyes, "Oh, that's just Wishful Thinking!" They say it all sarcastic like the Tin Man to the Scarecrow, "Oh, that's you all over!"
Wishful Thinking! You really gotta roll your eyes right up to Heaven when you say it.
But I still trust her. It's not her fault stupid, fake Santa wouldn't listen!
Friday, December 20, 2013
In December of 1989, I was broke. Broker than broke. I was working at NutriSystem and living, literally, on prepackaged diet food. This made for a svelte figure and a lot of canker sores, but I was too penniless to enjoy those benefits. Occasionally, my roommate and I would happen upon a coupon for Taco John's. Two Taco Bravos for $1.29. We would dig through pockets, sofa cushions .... gutters ..... until we had enough to get the Taco Bravos. Those were the best days!
One cold evening, my roommie got his hands on a couple of free movie passes. He invited me to join him and his buddies and I was thrilled to accept!!
We saw National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation. I had never seen the other Vacation movies and had absolutely no idea what to expect. And it was awesome!!
I have never laughed so hard in my whole life. I think I desperately needed to laugh and was craving it so deeply. This movie was custom made for me! I believe it! They say laughter is the best medicine and I completely agree!
I guffawed at the increasingly insane situations Clark encountered and teared with him as he remembered Christmases Past. I fully understood his intense desire to create the perfect Christmas for his family and sympathized that it never turned out quite right for him.
I know every line in the film. I adore every character. I watch it at least once every year and enjoy it just as much each and every time. For me, it brings back memories of when this movie was the greatest gift a skinny little broke girl could have ever received. The gift of A Griswold Family Christmas.
The gift of laughter.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
For the past couple of years, I've been seeing this little Elf on the Shelf turning up in folks' homes. I mean, I'm not in their homes, but I see the pictures they post on Facebook and that's almost the same thing. The funny thing is that I had that elf when I was little! And, unbelievably, I have photographic evidence for once!! See him in the upper left corner? Perched on our contact papered faux mantlepiece? My elf had horse hair and wires sticking out of his appendages and a Becca-induced bobble head, but he was always there. Every Christmas for as long as I can remember. I liked him. He didn't hide all over our house. He just came out during the holidays to play with me and sometimes scratch or cut me. I didn't mind, though. It was Christmas and it's all good at Christmas!